I couldn't help but to notice the uncontrollable tremble throughout my body, creating havoc from the throbbing in my throat down to the twitching in my legs. I couldn't help but to notice the incomprehensible discomfort I dug up like a charcoal treasure buried deep within myself. It was fatigue; it was laughter; it was isolation; it was the crowded room that soon transformed into nothing less than an irritable chatter. I ran through the doorway and used the paper walls like a barricade between me and the everlasting desire for companionship. Maybe it was just the overwhelming vanity flooding the room. But whatever it was, It was sickening. I ran from myself, and a couple strides afterwards I found myself lying on the pavement with my hands and face pressed up against it as tightly as my flesh could bear. It was a sponge holding in the sun's warmth. It was the tiny flicker of a flame I found through all of this snow. I believe it was you shining down your radiance onto me. I saw your smile light up the sky. You gave me hope. You gave me sanity. You gave me life, and yet I couldn't help but to notice the uncontrollable tremble throughout my body as I let the red fill my eyes.